Friday, April 30, 2010

L O S T

I have no idea what is going on right now. I can't focus, I can't complain, I can't fight, and I certainly don't have it in me to even research or investigate with what has been brought to light.

In essence, I'm lost. I don't even know which direction to go. I've been advised, but can't accept it yet. I've been counseled but can't come to terms with what consequences that may bring.

I have 3 very big things consuming me right now and for the first time, I don't know how to prioritize. On the one hand, one of these things is of the utmost importance, and should be dealt with head on with as much energy that I have.

But it could also be said that the other, being completed, would help to alleviate the only one I actually care about. I don't know if it is too late.

I have zero support. Once again, I'm on my own, but will work accordingly within the parameters that have always been there for me to fight against.

The third is of the least important as I see it now, but would offer the most enjoyment upon it's completion. Go figure. Something for me to finally achieve after so much time and toil and adversity, yet just seems the most insignificant at this point.

So... Chocolate, Vanilla, or Strawberry?

11 comments:

HighOnPoker said...

If you need some help picking up the slack or as a sounding board for ideas or in any other way, I've got your back. You know how to reach me.

Wolfshead said...

Come again because now I'm lost

SirFWALGMan said...

Chocolate.

See I am the only useful friend you have. Good luck with all your issues bro. I am sure it will eventually get better... I beleive it always does even for me!

lightning36 said...

Lean on your fruends for help, bro.

Katitude said...

Would I get smacked if I said Tiger Tail?

Seriously babes, you know you have but to say the word. I <3 you, and want you to be happy.

BamBam said...

No support! I call BS.

If there's anything and I mean ANYTHING! I can do, say the word brudder.

One thing I certainly know about you, you'll do the right thing and salvage the fun thing. Oh and by the way, I know you'll settle the 'tween' thing too.

It's who you are.

DrChako said...

Rocky Road. LDO.

-DrC

Dawn Summers said...

WHY AREN'T YOU ON TWITTER!?! I do all my #Mets talking in real time!

Josie said...

Give us more details Riggs.

And if the third offers the most enjoyment, it's NOT the most insignificant.

Sounds to me like you need to make a major decision that'll impact your life like a job change.

Enjoying it ISN'T the least significant thing.

Josie said...

Hi Riggsy,

I was at your table last night at one point. I wanted to fuck with you a little but you were shortstacked so I left you alone.

Do I have to AUDITION to get onto survivor donkey island?

I have ANOTHER question for you too.....hmmm how do I put this....Wolfshead has told me about 5 times that i keep sucking up to you, kissing your ass, etc...what I wanna know is....what would be the benefit of doing that?

I'm not above a little ass kissing, I just don't know why I (or anyone else) would kiss YOUR ass. Am I missing something?

Thanks,
*smooch* lol

Dawn Summers said...

Never mind Riggs. No need to join twitter. I take it back. Baseball is stupid. See you next April.